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sooo this is still going on


i was still dating my rapist when i started


appealing my benefits


the same time i was doing my human rights complaint against the college


i am now alleging violations of my charter rights

i phoned an official there



umm i think that UN violation applies


maybe i should send it there
I hope she understands the right to privacy and freedom of information act
it went ok, better than I expected


one worker is sick

and there is more STAFFF TURN OVER !!!!!!!
mom was in the hospital again


staffing changes for the upcoming


i am so exhausted


and plugging right along

I saw my doctor today

It was one of our better appointments
I am getting really great feedback
I was not as triggered


fewer flashbacks


just really sleepy
My landlord claims to take complaints about abuse seriously.


This, however, is not the reality


both for myself and the other tenants of my building





to be continued
hopefully it will be constructive


it went better than i thought it would !!!!!
and holiday weekends are starting !



doc checked my weight and did blooodwork from 1993

thats how long i had those symptoms


she seemed flustered and unfocused


i have been talking with other supports in her absense


i got to tell her very little about recent events

she had problems finding information in my file

to be continued

i would like

support workers who are supportive

help reduce my work load


and not add to my juggling act

supports ?

so i have a case conference


i may have an intake


and after barely recovering from last week evaluation


i will now have a complete chiro evalu



last week's doesnt count for the clinic !


hmm, the test last week referrred back to the chiro


shakes head at insanity

of the logic !!!

more staff turnover

this was stressful when I was working


it is also stressful when supports come and go

and the following uncertainity that occurs

MY DOCTOR SAW THE DECISION

I will updated this post later this week


oops

I showed my T the decision

and my ed is in a major flare !!!!!


and we talked briefly about sexual assaults


and the Dec 6th assault
my employment assistance program advised within weeks of the breakthrough flooding


(i had had earlier episodes), that my best treatment option would be in the states.



All of my real life supports wrote support letters.


The funding was denied (and if it had been approved, it would have been for a month only !)


so the very agencies who...
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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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