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August 11 2007

31 August 2009
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
no stalker

a couple of hours walking

outside in the sun


ate shrimp until I was stuffed - the cajun shrimp was the best near my cooking class


roasted yams and yam tempura


watermelon juice

iced tea

chocolate covered fruit


hot !!!! crowds were less

cool off and feel sun warmed rather than baked

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
It is nerve wracking to say the least


no encounters while worker was on holidays

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, career and COLLEGE, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
there is a part of my town that i call the danger zone


it is where i am most likely to encounter my assailant


of course, there is also the college campus and most agencies


at present, my landlord is monitoring the building


and there has been some strange happenings there

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123, not home free

06 August 2009
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
I am hoping that this situation could be resolved more



however, it continues

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
I first met her at an agency who was suppose to assist abused women

their actual program was not that innovative


quite a few agencies run similar programs


however I did seem to acquire a stalker from my membership there



to be continued

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
My stalker was in several groups with me

even more than my rapist


goals of group generally about healthy relationships

boundaries and safety building

topics to discuss

birthday and christmas presents

phone calls


mutual friends


a tradition about treating guest in your home

with respect

invites to each other place


a request for a gift

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my stalker

03 June 2009
Posted by danusia007   in MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
to be continued


i continue to encounter my stalker/assailant in my neighbourhood


i know a certain area is high risk

yet it is an area i need to enter

she knowingly frequents this area

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
I am waiting on real life support


this is the first encounter since the assault

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY
see my posts

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., cancer and ptsd, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS
hee hee even my spelling is worse when i am sleep deprived

i will talking with my doctor about this hopefully over the next month

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stressful weekend

19 January 2009
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
the weekend was quite stressful


my eating difficulties flared up last wednesday !!!!


so have a lot of other symptoms

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i am out and nervous

16 January 2009
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
no "random" encounters so far


crossing my fingers, toes and eyes !!!

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wish me luck

15 January 2009
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
i may have another "random " ? encounter

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I have been offline

14 January 2009
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
I am dealing with numerous issues including my safety

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
i received christmas wishes from the crisis line


i am resting in bed


i am still attending some parties


and i am remembering another christmas


when i spent part of the holidays in the hospital


with a rib separation


de ja vu !!!!!1

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
to be continued

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agrophobia worse

11 November 2008
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
stalker is getting too close again

i told my t that she comes up closer to me

than the distance between my t and i in t

in other words....... too close !!!!!!


and the stalker is starting to talk within my earshot


so i am hearing them again

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
and they are close enough to touch me if they want


shudder !!!!

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
I was invited to an event weeks ago and had been informed that my stalker could possibly show up

I would not trust this person, I have had years of their deceptions.

I saw them at at a transit stop earlier


just to add to my nerves

they are still in my neighbourhood !!!!


I generally flood when I see them



so I wait for...
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So I ran into my stalker

23 October 2008
Posted by danusia007   in MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
and I may see them again tonight

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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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