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My friend was sa in a group home last year

and since leaving that home

her life has been a constant struggle


I hope she is presently safe.
My friend overdosed again on Friday.

I have lost track of the number of attempts this year alone

not to mention since I have known her

I wonder how much more her body can take

she had said earlier this month that she was having suicidal feelings

I may write more later

death of a friend

A year ago

I came back from

transferring

my baby brother

to another hospital

and after waiting

48 hrs

a friend told me

that a friend had died

and the funeral was the next day

she had taken crisis calls from me

and waited until I was back

before telling me

I was in a strange city

and telling me then

while I was dealing...
breaking a heart

causes as much pain

as having your heart broken.

It's just

the price of admission

to the adult world



Pamela Wallin,


Since You Asked
So in 2005, there was yet another heatwave,

and the air conditioners in my building stopped working.

Landlords are not required by law to provide air conditioning even for medical reasons it seems.

The air conditioning units were removed, leaving a huge gap in the wall.

I asked for screening and was told to just tape up some...

anni 1995 2000

so friday night I was reflecting with a friend

about the fact that it was an anni for the 2 of us

and also a relationship anni with my rapist and stalker


she knows them both (so does JP)

I have also been thinking about dad being dead

and the fact that he is dead... his death did not end the flashbacks

i am again reflecting on the passage...
June 10 10:26 pm Happy B Day Jenny The Power Of Your Dreams
so here is one for you,

for bringing good fortune to my life

as a friend warm and true

I can be certain of

I don't need

a certain number

of FRIENDS

just a number

of friends

I can be

CERTAIN of
I had a friend call me mother's day ... she had been in hospital critical care for 5 days she has told me the next attempt will be more lethal.... and that was only one small part of my mother's day


to be continued.....

Hanukkah Blessings

May there be peace in your heart,
Friendship and joy in your home,
and light in the world around you


at Hanukkah and always



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Hope you share
many happy moments
with those you love
this Christmas
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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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