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my hometown reaction

this will be my first visit since my brother's death


and it is anni for sis


emotions are riding high


my friends have wished me good luck


and i see my t on tuesday
the doctors are having problems stabilizing her medical conditions
see my posts


to be continued

Family Saga continues

After spending most of Friday talking with government officials and brother social worker for answers

I can not reach Mom ! I hope she phones soon.

So the unravelling of all the legal tangles can finally start !!!!
I have spent the morning

speaking with various government officials

with regards to Mom, brother and nephew

It is sounding like various legal applications

will need to be made


I rode this merry-go-around previously in 2002

when my life was even less complicated


Once, it was easier to have relationships

with my mom, brother and...
I visited my hometown

so that I could drop off Christmas presents

for my brother and nephew

(am I ever early !!!!!!!!!)


brother will be getting 3 hockey plaques

( they will probably stay with nephew)

and a dvd of one of his favourite bands

nephew got a winter jacket

winters are bitterly cold in my...
My Childhood

wake up

breakfast

beating

lunch

beating

supper

beating


bedtime


rape

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

My teen years

wake up

no breakfast

school

lunch

school


beating

supper

beating

do the dishes


beating


do...
My dad was born today



He is dead


My nephew phoned 3 times last night

I thought that something had happen to my mom (that deserves its own post )


I am not sure yet again if I should phone my mom



my one grandfather was born Sept 12; the other Sept 26

they are both dead

do birthdays end with death ?
or is it a circle of people who you love ?

The Family circle .....

Grandparents dead starting at age 3

Aunts and Uncles starting at age 4 (actually before I was born)

Cousins dying even before I am born

Siblings dying by age 21

Friends dying Grade School ? High School University College


Perps dying by age 13

The circle of Life

The...
I spoke with mom earlier.

I spoke with my aunt on July 31

I spoke with my nephew on July 30.

I spoke with my brother last on his birthday in March.

It does feel like the whole family is torn apart.


With each of us isolated from the other.


My fears from age 17 have come true in some way...

Older brother dead

Baby sister dead


Dad...

Phoned Mom

July 22 2007


she asked if we can talk later


(anni for friend coming up, post anni baby brother)

Brothers

comments about brothers



i find very few books about brothers


i find even less books about brothers and sisters


just a thought
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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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