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Mom sent a birthday card

Don't think of it


as getting older........



..... just think of it


as going on ahead

to check things out


for the rest of us !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



so my daughter collection includes 2 teddy bears

a daughter are special pillow

a daughter bookmark

a daughter...

birthday wishes

Some of the quotes from my birthday cards

Happy B- Day !!!!!

Laughter..... the best medicine........................... coochie coochie coo !!!!!!!!!!!!!

All the best


You are the best !!!!!!!


Invite me to your 100 th birthday...

Virtual Birthday Party

So I am blushing a lot this week as various supports sing happy birthday

One gave me a key chain that makes lots of noise (it's a little quacker )

Kelly Clarkson sent Birthday wishes again this year (goofy grin)


My special birthday meal included

a veggie stir fry, raspberries,
and whole wheat coucous salad with salba and peacans
it was...

Virtual Birthday Party

The caterers are sending lots of virtual food including for special diets.


The virtual jukebox is full of tunes (I did raid some of the music collection)



and the virtual theater (sp ?) has a wide assortment of films



so add your favourite tune


or slot in your fave movie !!!!

I will be moving in the party supplies over the...
So I had been planning a rl party and now things are still so hectic

that I am putting it on hold

hmm ? maybe for my other birthday ?


sigh


I am remembering or saw photos of more relatives at parties than I remembered



shudder !!!!!!!!!!!

My birthday tradition

After university, I started a tradition

I would take myself out for dinner

and buy myself gifts

Some years, I would invite a friend

Some years, friends would have a party for me

Some years, it was just me.

After the memory breakthroughs, I added buying cards

and asking people to sign them

1 year I made a birthday collage and gave out...
Well, there is LUSH

and then there is the Body Shop

I will be indulging in a scent sensation

Neroli Jasmin - a new scent for me !!!

Cassis Rose - for relaxing

Lavender massage oil for relaxing

Aloe calming, soothing and for sensitive skin

Peppermint cooling leg gel

Cocoa Butter

Their Holiday Selection:


PLUM their new scent...
" Enjoy the soothing sounds of solitude "

" Keep on trucking "

" Have a great birthday "

" Hope you have a very happy birthday "

" Have a wonderful day "

" all the best on your birthday "

" have a wonderful birthday celebration "

" wishing you all the best on your...

How old am I ?

I am the age of the great dinosaurs

I am a small child crying alone in its crib

I am the mourner at the grave site

I am rolling with laughter about a shared joke


I am the sunlight in the trees


I am a moonbeam on a bedroom window


I am .......


ageless



written August 29 2007 5:09 pm
MOON GODDESS

Draped in her
GLIMMERING VEIL OF STARS
the Goddess Selene tenderly guides
the moon on its celestical journey
Keeping watch over
The NIGHT-BATHED Earth.

Her Face is Lit
By the gentle glow of
MOONBEAMS from the heavens
And by the profound power of
Her own inner peace
and love for womankind


Somewhere in the universe
A STAR SHINES...
You are one of God's Miracles

As Beautiful as the MOST AWESOME OF SUNSETS
As Vast as a CLEAR CLOUDLESS SKY
As Bright as the FIRST TWINKLING STAR of the evening
As Rare as a JEWELLED BUTTERFLY


As Wondrous as BLOSSOMS UNFOLDING THEIR SPLENDOR
As Wise as the TALLEST OF TREES
As Grand as the MOUNTAINS THAT REACH TO THE HEAVENS
As Free as a...

Birthday Dinner Out

I really enjoyed my birthday dinner.
It was at a Chinese place
Ginger Tea
a chef salad
and a sizzling hot plate of shrimp with ginger

:lol:

Birthday Gifts

new clothes

(Addition Elle) sweaters and jackets

Body Shop Gift sets:

Cranberry ; Vanilla (for migranes); Golden Apple ;Lavender;
Almond Oil and Peppermint for feet and Rose

Bath items

vanilla apple chocolate strawberry and mango


Books

lots of women studies
healing books spirituality

(I am looking forward to reading them...

My birthday is Oct 21

and no I am not telling my age
an internet horoscope program
said I am born under Scorpio
and not Libra like I always thought
<_< so October 21 is my birthday :rolleyes:

Birthdays and my family

So some background

Birthdays in my family are really loaded

triggers possibly for others

definitely for me

a nice birthday

card cake choice of dinner gift maybe a party sounds safe



real real birthday lots of csa with drinking

birthday cards stopped after my statement to the police (and so did Christmas cards)


cards must be sent to...
So I had trouble falling asleep last night
The crisis line counsellor was the one
who sings me a silly birthday song
I wanted to hear it again
and I got my wish
I was yawning but could not fall asleep
I phoned one of my support's voice mail
and told her some of the things
I can't tell the crisis line
She knows about this reaction
I feel...
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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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