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assault anniversary

28 November 2012
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY
i spoke with my grief counsellor today a little about the assault

at the service for my friend

and how this was not about

my assailant reacting to the death of my sister or my friend

and she observed that yes it is different

the day has changed for me in so many ways

a national day of remembrance

blemished by another senseless act

tgc

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From: Stalking

07 July 2011
Posted by danusia007   in MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
i have been call tracing *57 all my hangup calls since March 2002 with limited success and carry a # safe phone since Dec 2003 A lawyer has been involved since March 2002 :unsure:/>/>

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From: Stalking

07 July 2011
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
I am still call tracing 2 years after joining Pandys

I am still carrying a # safe phone

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From: Stalking

07 July 2011
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
the situation esculated over the weekend


i am discussing the details with my real life supports

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From: Stalking

07 July 2011
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
i am still dealing with the afteraffects from the dec 6th assault

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Posted by danusia007   in My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Music, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS, support
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blog (see my blog)... Pandys Insomina Club...........

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Mom ...nephew...

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anniversary of assault

24 June 2011
Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
so for the anniversary of the assault

i went to a neighbourhood party


no stalker

good food

nice clothes

i also showed my scrapbook

about healthy relationships

to my new chiro intern

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, CLINICAL SERVICES support, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
thank you all


the fall in the middle of the night


in the middle of the week



was of course an outcome of the accumulated falls and the assault !!!



i am ready to :surrender:


there is new property staff in my building


first impressions are that they seem nice


and more willing to do renovations


that were missed

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Tags: spinal conditions

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Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE my books, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, REFLECTIONS
dear rapist


you enjoyed jane austin

so much


now i enjoy her


strange


the header


describes our relationship



to be continued

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Posted by danusia007   in ACTIVIST, cancer and ptsd, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Music, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY
******* !!!!!!

I hope to be back soon....seems I got sold a laptop in may 2006 that did not have windows properly installed plus 1,000 other tech probs ! After waiting 44 ? loong days, it appears that in spite of "repairs" I have the exact same prob and 1.001 tech probs !!!!!!

*******...
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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
hey all

I miss you


life is definitely strange


my T and I are talking about some of the emotional abuse by my workers

top 10 includes the comment



" people like me "


being silenced in a group where my rapist's friends

make snide remarks and try to silence me


they have done this before

I had hoped that it had...
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Posted by danusia007   in My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
hey all

internet is still erratic
saw rapist
and will be visiting my hometown

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
HOW ARE THE OTHER MISSING PANDY MEMBERS ?????



I apoligize if I am not posting a lot of details


and I am unable to reply to quite a few threads



take gentle care everyone

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
hey all

i have been offline

dealing with safety concerns


i am getting used to erractic postings



SIGH !!!!!!


i hope all is well

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
I am still staying offline due to safety concerns


how are the other members ?

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
waves


i have been offline due to safety concerns


how is everyone ????

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
so I am now missing treatments due to injuries after injuries


thanks for the replies and pms !!!!!


how are the other members ??






edited for typos !

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT
crazzy week


incuding middle of the night flooding


thanks for the pms


how is every one else ?

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
thank you once again for the pms and replies


i am hiding more these days

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Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, support
I am staying offline for safety reasons


sends positive vibes to all

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This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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