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Posted by sandra18  
why would you feel shame and guilt as if it was your fault. why should thee prdators be thee ones to twist it all on you. make you suffer and be in pain. remember alot most times. when you see them feel intimadated but why should you fear them there nothing to fear. we are stronger and can make it through alot. we have been given a chance to move...
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Posted by sandra18  
why would you feel shame and guilt as if it was your fault. why should thee prdators be thee ones to twist it all on you. make you suffer and be in pain. remember alot most times. when you see them feel intimadated but why should you fear them there nothing to fear. we are stronger and can make it through alot. we have been given a chance to move...
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Posted by sandra18  
why would you feel shame and guilt as if it was your fault. why should thee prdators be thee ones to twist it all on you. make you suffer and be in pain. remember alot most times. when you see them feel intimadated but why should you fear them there nothing to fear. we are stronger and can make it through alot. we have been given a chance to move...
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Posted by sandra18  
I was raped about two years ago, I see him still in town at times still makes me feel suppose bit intimadated and un comfortable. I try too move on with my life. I recently tried to explain a bit more on how I feel to a close friend who is male. I hadn't seen him for a while till week after last, I was trying to explain to him that I knew why...
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i dont know...

07 October 2011
Posted by sandra18  
today i was ok, have a bit of a sore throat.
all croaky can hardly talk lol
lately i have been feeling down...
feel like i want to curl up and die
could just lie there...
one of those horrible days =(

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waiting.......

06 October 2011
Posted by sandra18  
i dislike thee wait because it can fraustrate me and i sit and think this and that. but latley it has been good times suppose im trying too make progress.
one of my really close friends told me they seen him yesterday he came over to talk and all. i wont hardly go out anymore because of not wanting to see him or others who are with him. but its...
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when i drove by the hill

04 October 2011
Posted by sandra18  
when i drove by the hill today of the location of where it happened i got quite emontional. more than what i have been feeling. i dont know what happened. i have not felt that feeling since i was raped.
when i looked at it as i drove by i got flashbacks but it all went so fast through my head like it was being fast forward. i have felt really down...
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dont feel like it...

03 October 2011
Posted by sandra18  
i have gone into a phase of not wanting to go out, just stay in thee house and not bother with anyone.
dont want to socialise even with people i know to dont know.
i just dont want to walk through the town, dont want to see him.
there is always thee chance.
but you cant predict whats going to happen in your life you just have to go with what...
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support :)

30 September 2011
Posted by sandra18  
support can be a big help.
when you have support you feel good because people are listening and understand. many people can only imagine but survivors you can relate too.
i think pandys.org is a brillant site because it has really strong brave souls speaking out.
you should be pleased with yourselfs for speaking out rather than keeping it to...
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some men..

29 September 2011
Posted by sandra18  
why do some men do this, what are they thinking when they rape someone.
men do not understand a womans pain.
women think about it constantly, we sometimes have thoughts of blaming are selves especially when we are really feeling low. but DONT! it is never your fault you hear me never and dont let him try and make you think it was.
but we are...
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