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Posted by SerenitySky  
My main abuser was my brother from my earliest memories until about the age of 13. My mother doesn't know about this because it would kill her. Today she told me that my brother was in the hospital because he had a heart attack. I don't care. I feel like I should because he's my brother, but instead I was blank. I faked concern for my...
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Posted by SerenitySky  
My main abuser was my brother from my earliest memories until about the age of 13. My mother doesn't know about this because it would kill her. Today she told me that my brother was in the hospital because he had a heart attack. I don't care. I feel like I should because he's my brother, but instead I was blank. I faked concern for my...
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Self Soother

11 February 2012
Posted by SerenitySky  
I don't know why but I'm a total self soother. As soon as I feel off in any way I rush to the shower. I make the water scalding hot and I soak for hours. Then I climb into bed and rub my legs together like a cricket. It drives my husband crazy. Sometimes I wonder if there's something wrong with me for doing this. I don't know, but...
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Pocket Rider

22 September 2011
Posted by SerenitySky  
I heard the best term on Pandy's today. Pocket Rider. Someone, who in their thoughts, is with you always. They're in your pocket, taking care of you and sending love your way. I love that. I hope to get plenty of Pocket Riders here and if not, I will use my journal. That basically inspired me to start writing again. At least my journal...
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Just a bad day

22 September 2011
Posted by SerenitySky  
I don't come one Pandy's very much, because, luckily I don't feel that I have a need to, but today I do. I'm actually at work right now. It's quiet, so I thought I would take a moment, away from my husband and get on here.
I had a horrible day today. I had a huge argument with my husband today. Over stupid stuff, no less, but...
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