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Posted by Seanna   in FLASH-BACKS, MEMORY, POETRY, STORY, TRIGGERING
THE BOAT

[i][font="Palatino Linotype"]Wrists bound together, Up over my head
Tied to the Table as a makeshift bed.
A Knock at the door, Some whispering I hear
An Officer Enters, Show of relief through a tear.

I plead for his help, To untie me to be free,
He removes his hat & credentials and places them on top of the TV.
My...
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Posted by Seanna   in FLASH-BACKS, MEMORY, POETRY, STORY, TRIGGERING
THE TABLE

[font="Palatino Linotype"][i]The blindfold removed, I could now see
You bound my wrists together, I'd struggle, but would never be free.

The belt used was brown, with a light leather braid
The coffetable I was tied to Completely vulnerable and afraid.

Arms tied above my head, Tears sstreaming down my...
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POETRY: Isolation

08 May 2011
Posted by Seanna   in FLASH-BACKS, MEMORY, STORY, TRIGGERING
Part of my story (I do best with poetry)

:trigger: :trigger: :trigger:

Alone in a room, I exhaustedly sigh
Emotions are numb, does no good to cry.
Staring in shock of the eyvents of the day
To make it out alive is all I can pray.

afraid to close my eyes to sleep
The wounds I survived are starting to sewep
Nowhere to run, nowhere to...
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POETRY: Last Breath

07 May 2011
Posted by Seanna   in FLASH-BACKS, POETRY, MEMORY, STORY, TRIGGERING
LAST BREATH

"On Your Knees" they loudly direct
my tears and expression; easy to detect.
body shoved hard to the floor I kneel
Unable to stomach taht this is for real.

Head pushed under water, so cold I scream,
They're going to kill me; as that's what it seems.
Pulled back from the water and told to obey
Other words are...
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I'm fine; I always am

07 May 2011
Posted by Seanna   in TRIGGERING, STORY, MEMORY, FLASH-BACKS
"I'm Fine, I always am" is what I used to have to say outloud to him if I was crying from something he did to me. I still find myself saying it sometimes if someone asks me how I am. it makes me instantly sick...but It was so engraved into my head to say it on auto-pilot I say it still to this day.

"I'm Fine. I always...
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Posted by Seanna   in STORY, FLASH-BACKS, TRIGGERING
We were young high school sweethearts. He was accepted into MIT. He is literally a genious. We were fairly active sexual young couple until one night he decided he wanted to be intimate and I just didn't feel like it. He grabbed my hair and pulled me into the bedroom. pinned me down and tried to rip my clothes off. They weren't ripping,...
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