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Dark Thoughts.

Posted by sakura7792 , 26 August 2014 · 89 views

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My greatest struggle right now is going on in my head.
The voice in my head has a face and it's me, my own self staring at me.
Like a broken record, it repeats and repeats and repeats in my head.
"Feel your heart, can you feel it? You can't can you? Because you don't have one!!!"
"He won't love you forever, when he knows who you reall...


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Sexual Being.

Posted by sakura7792 , 26 August 2014 · 58 views

Hi there!
It's been a while since my last entry, but I have learnt something somewhat new about myself over the past few months that I wanted to share with the amazing Pandy's community.
Going through my teenage years, I experimented with both females and males, I was always partially open with my mum about it and she explained it was normal to experiment...


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Self Harmed for the First Time in Years....need advice.

Posted by sakura7792 , 11 November 2013 · 147 views

All time Low.....

Ok so I am not completely sure why I have been feeling like I am slowly pulling back into the dark lately.
My husband has even noticed that there is in fact a deep resentment inside me towards myself.
On my good days, I love myself so much. I think that I am a good human being, beautiful, smart and I have a good future ahead of me.
But...


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I'm Back :)

Posted by sakura7792 , 10 July 2013 · 115 views

Hello Everyone!
It's been so long since my last blog entry but I still think about Pandy's a lot and how much it helped me at the beginning of my journey.
I am proud to announce that in 17 days I am getting married and although I still have a lot of healing to do and a lot more to work through in my head, I feel like I am moving in the right d...


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...thank you

Posted by sakura7792 , 09 August 2011 · 95 views

well...where do I even begin? What I have overcome in this year has been overwhelming. It was if my yearning to heal rippled through the universe and I attracted all these amazing, wise people to help carry me over the fire. One there to hold me when I was afraid, to love me and protect me...Another there to give me advice, tools and guidance; A strong wo...


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...thank you

Posted by sakura7792 , 09 August 2011 · 68 views

well...where do I even begin? What I have overcome in this year has been overwhelming. It was if my yearning to heal rippled through the universe and I attracted all these amazing, wise people to help carry me over the fire. One there to hold me when I was afraid, to love me and protect me...Another there to give me advice, tools and guidance; A strong wo...


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checking in :) phew what a journey so far...

Posted by sakura7792 , 12 May 2011 · 69 views

its been a while since my last blog, the past few months have been full of challenges. healing has been a dominant part of my life recently and i've had to go to places i once ran from and face things i never knew still affected me. I've had my dull moments, my screaming moments, millions of crying moments...angry moments...and so many happy momen...


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angry, need to vent...>:(

Posted by sakura7792 , 27 March 2011 · 60 views

VERY ANGRY VENT: Well, for those who read my blogs, you know that my life has been going pretty good the past few months and my 'healing' is coming along well :) But..yesterday I saw my nana and things have just come flowing back.

I shouldn't have done it but I asked her what the family was saying about "all of this". And hearing the...


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what i've learnt so far...

Posted by sakura7792 , 12 March 2011 · 62 views

I've made a lot of progress so far with my healing, and like every experience, I've learnt a lot along the way. Things that help me everyday.

I've had to face a lot of demons the past few weeks, going back to the times it happened and having to 're-live' them with my psychologist and days after.

The first thing I have learnt is how t...


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old wounds...but staying strong :)

Posted by sakura7792 , 05 March 2011 · 47 views

I've been seeing my new psychologist now for a few weeks and he's really good. He's been showing and teaching me a lot, and I believe he is helping me with my healing journey alot :)
I see him every thursday and ever since we started seeing each other, ive been a lot happier in my everyday life.
I've been more tolerant and less agitated an...






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