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Thank you Alanis!

Posted by TrudyC , 23 August 2011 · 65 views

Sometimes - not often - a song comes along I feel a strong connection to. I have recently been listening to some old cd's I came across recently - and belted Alanis Morrisette's CD "Jagged Little Pill" whilst spring cleaning (to stay warm lol).

But this song, titled "Perfect" is the perfect way to describe what it was like for me...


Oh dear God nooooooooo (may Trigger)

Posted by TrudyC , 17 July 2011 · 77 views

Okay okay, so I'm a horrible person.

Let me explain though. Earlier today, my husband was looking for some papers and came across an exercise book I used to scribble in. Scribble as in write things down...as in porn ramblings...I used to do this years ago. It was like...it was like I was disassociating and rambling - but always such violent acts of...


Christmas as a Child...

Posted by TrudyC , 17 December 2010 · 56 views

I'm currently sitting here on my bed with my laptop. The rain is falling heavily outside, the wind blowing. I like looking out the window at the torrential weather, whilst inside is warm and calm. Listening to some soft music. Both my husband and puppy dog are sleeping soundly. It's a nice feeling...
I log into Pandy's to catch up with friends...


BB Beautiful and Free

Posted by TrudyC , 26 October 2010 · 58 views

BB Beautiful and Free
BB He'll always be
BB Beautiful and Free
BB He'll always be
By my side
BB Beautiful and Free
BB He'll always be
In my heart
BB Beautiful and Free
BB He'll always be
A friend to me....



Justice? I hate the word...

Posted by TrudyC , 24 October 2010 · 57 views

For those of you who know a little about me, will understand this blog entry. If you don't know my history, all you need do is view my "about me" page.

After finally plucking up the courage to tell my husband about my past trauma, he suggested I seek counseling. Which was fine. I was ready to take that step. After giving up pot for 3yrs, my w...

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