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Mother's Day

Posted by love_me , 06 May 2016 · 28 views

I'm not looking forward to Mother's day at all. My birth mom is not in my life and the mom that raised me, I've learned she was abusive. Looking for a Mother's day card was so hard this year and exhausting. Now, I have to spend the day with her on mother's day and I'm overwhelmed. Then shortly after that it's my birthday and I'm not feeling into the birt...


10 Day Challenge

Posted by love_me , 12 August 2014 · 63 views

I've been doing a 10 day journal entry challenge. Challenge is exactly the right word for it too. I have been pushing myself outside my comfort zone a little bit each day I write. It is really starting to get to me. I honestly didn't think it would be this hard. I think it's a good thing though too. I'm not sure that others would appreciate me putting the...


The Days

Posted by love_me , 22 January 2013 · 52 views

The days go by
the days drag on
my life moves faster
the world can't stand still
the day keep going
the hearts keep beating
the love is depleting
the hearts shake and break
the wounds are still open
the days go by
the wounds fester
yet the days move by,
slower now than ever
the wounds start to heal
the days feel longer than ever
the band-aid's...


How do I do this? The What is what? Rant! TW

Posted by love_me , 18 September 2011 · 56 views

I just want to throw in the towel and call it quits I am so ready to not be here physically, emotionally, mentally I am just ready to be done. My health sucks, I am lonely all the time, I am never ever good enough, I can't obviously make a difference in my own community much less the my state, and I am just not here anymore. My mind has shut down and my b...



Posted by love_me , 15 September 2011 · 88 views

1. Dadís girlfriend, brotherís mom - physical
2. Dad- I donít know
3. "Mom"- sexual, physical
4. Brother- sexual
5. Daycare kid-sexual
6. Daycare providerís husband- sexual
7. Daycare kid-sexual
8. Max - sexual
9. Jhon- sexual
10. Maxís dad- sexual
11. Maxís Friend- sexual
12. Maxís Friend- sexual
13. Maxís Friend- sexual
14. Maxís Friend- sexua...


Giving UP

Posted by love_me , 12 September 2011 · 58 views

Well for now I am depressed can't sleep and giving up on Pandy's again. Hopefully I will be back in the near future but for now I am not sure where I am supposed to be. I feel like in a big picture I don't matter. I am thinking about my abuse and complaining about things that matter to me. I then think about the fact that there are others out...

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