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WoW

WoW . yesterday i meet with my new therapist i was so scared to go i didn't want to have to explain stuff al over agian . but as soon as i walked in her office she was waiting for me she welcome me and took me into her office it was nice and calm differant then my other theapist office . we talked alittle she asked me about my alters and there...

LOST ALONE.

SHE IS GONE . MY THERAPIST SHE TOLD ME SHE CAN'T WON'T SEE ME ANYMORE. :bawling: :bawling: :bawling: I GUESS I AM ALL MESSED UP AND NO ONE CAN HELP ME. MY HEART HURTS I SHOULD BE USE TO IT BUT BY NOW . I HATE MYSELF . :tear: :tear: :tear: :banghead:

WHY ?

:trigger: WHY DOSE IT HURTS SO MUCH . ITS BEEN OVER 30 YEARS AGO . I HATE MY SELF :tear: I CAN FEEL IT SMELL HIM TASTE HIM . FEEL MY WRIST TIED . I JUST WANT IT TO GO AWAY . :banghead: .

WHY ?

:trigger: WHY DOSE IT HURTS SO MUCH . ITS BEEN OVER 30 YEARS AGO . I HATE MY SELF :tear: I CAN FEEL IT SMELL HIM TASTE HIM . FEEL MY WRIST TIED . I JUST WANT IT TO GO AWAY . :banghead: .
MY BEST FRIEND TREATS ME LIKE SHIT :tear: WHY ? IT HURTS :bawling: :bawling:

F*CKED UP!

IAM NOT IN A GOOD PLACE RIGHT NOW . ALL OF THE OTHERS ARE ALL TRYING TO COME OUT . THE LITTLES THE TEENS . I LOST MY JOB GOT NO UNEMPLOYMENT FOR ME SO NO MONEY . HAVING BAD THOUGHTS MY THERAPY DID NOT HAPPENED ALL ALONE TONIGHT . WHAT TO DO BUT GET DRUNK . MY PDOC WANTS ME IN THE HOSPITAL BUT WITH NO MONEY NO CARE . WHAT TO DO . JUST FUCKED UP....

HOTLINE....

NOT DOING GOOD I CALLED A HOTLINE THEY TALKED TO ME FOR ABOUT 5 MINS THE GUY ON THE PHONE SAID HE HAD TO MOVE ON WHY CALL IT 1800 TALK . I CANT GET ANYONE TO TALK TO ME . CRY FOR HELP BUT NO ONE WHATS TO HERE ME ..... :tear: :banghead: :banghead:

: )

I :heart: PANDY!!!! AND ALL OF YOU !!!

FLASHBACK

:tear: IAM HAVING FLASHBACKS TONIGHT ONE RIGHT AFTER THE OTHER . I JUST WANT IT TO STOP :banghead: :banghead: :scared: :scared2: OH PLEASE HELP!!!

POCKET RIDERS NEEDED

I SEE A NEW DR. TODAY VERY SCARED . IAM ASKING FOR POCKET RIDERS I DON'T WANT TO GO BUT I NEED TO :scared: :scared2: :scared: :scared2: :hugsplease: :tear:
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