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Realizations and Concerns

06 December 2012
Posted by DoAnYa323  
It has been a LONG time since I have posted but I feel I need to let it out somewhere. This post will be VERY lengthy because it has some back story and some realizations that I came to. As well as some fears about a current relationship. My thoughts came out in essay for so I hope it makes sense.




It has almost been three years since...
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FINALLY!

21 December 2010
Posted by DoAnYa323  
I have an upcoming date for my prelim.

Dunno how I'll feel when the day comes but I'm just relieved that it will finally happen. (It will be a year and 6 days from when this all happened when the prelim is scheduled!).

I'm relieved that the date is soon but I'm also scared and nervous to see this guy again and what may be...
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Getting more comfortable

20 November 2010
Posted by DoAnYa323  
So I asked my friend from Capoeira, Paul, to hang out again next Sunday. I was super nervous on our first night out, but he seems cool. He reminds me of a really good guy friend of mine.

I like him but can't really see myself with this guy in a relationship though... I mean I wouldn't mind because that would totally help me start to get...
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Well I've met up with this guy, 3 times recently(He's in my Capoeira class so basically we met 1 time in class, 1 time at a Roda [set of matches] and after party and 1 time at the Batizado [belt ceremony]). I trust him enough to want to hang out with him because we are in the same Capoeira group and we have talked quite a bit. Also, in...
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Feeling good

05 November 2010
Posted by DoAnYa323  
Well things seem to be getting better.

I started taking Xanax so now I'm calmer. Its great! I can function with out freaking out.

I am accomplishing a lot with some help school-wise. I even felt the confidence to go over my group partner's house with an other member of our group(both guys). We finished the project also.

I also went...
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This is long I'm sorry, and this just happened.

I thought my mom and I were getting closer. She's trying her best to understand what I'm going through even though I didn't give her any details, but today all I asked for was help on a big load of homework I had and it turned into a "life goes on" spiel about what happened...
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Posted by DoAnYa323  
On top of everything else, I now have yet another case to deal with pertaining to the car accident I was involved in earlier in the month (not my fault). We had to lawyer up. So I'm dealing with legalities from my SA and this accident.

On top of that, I'm still a little injured from the accident. I went to the doc for a follow up and he...
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I finally got it...

23 October 2010
Posted by DoAnYa323  
I got my Subpoena yesterday. Seeing his name again just sent shivers down my spine. I'm so nervous for court. It's exactly a month away.

I just hope this doesn't get canceled again. I hope I aimed for the right punishment.

Its so nerve racking that I'm going to have to see him again. I know I'll be safe in the court room...
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Worn Out

18 October 2010
Posted by DoAnYa323  
I don't know if this is the right choice but I m really considering taking a break from school right now.

Everything that has happened (and continues to happen) has just been so overwhelming. I know that without the support I have had since my SA happened, I wouldn't have been able to even come this far. Its all really taking a toll on me...
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Strange

07 October 2010
Posted by DoAnYa323  
I'm having really bad luck trying to even make an appointment with the doctor. I need a follow up appointment from the accident I was in. Not only that, I was going to ask him to prescribe me the anti depressants my T suggested.

I've tried 4 times this week to make an appointment. First time they were on lunch break, second and third time...
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