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Here I am

23 November 2012
Posted by amandaunderthepink  
Tonight, I am here, surrounded by blankets, in pajama pants. With my front door locked. Lights out-even though I am afraid of the dark, and tv on so I don't hear his voice. I am lying slightly propped up and my abdomen is killing me. I keep holding in instead of going to the bathroom to relieve myself. I can't do that anymore-I keep myself...
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Tags: gag, scalding water, feel clean, fear, shame, frusterated

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