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New earth

07 June 2013
Posted by Zelda  
Is the title of a book by Elkhart Tolle whom I've never been keen on reading but the title came up on a self help book list so checked out..Anyway, there is a chapter called Pain Body that opened my eyes about being a victim.
I knew nothing, really deep denial here , until I was 35 years old. up until that point i worshipped and adored my...
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Clearing

03 June 2013
Posted by Zelda  
My mind is racing and big anxiety. Structure and minutiae keep all that at bay usually but today I have the day off and it's up to me to dictate my day. So chaos.
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Posted by Zelda  
Concrete things im doing to help myself

Medication. Increasing my dosage and not panicking that ill never be able to quit them. I need help now.



Getting out of bed besides going to work. How Am still employed is nothing short of a miracle.


You know how some people dream of what they'll buy if they win the lottery? My dream is ill be...
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Disclaimer

31 May 2013
Posted by Zelda  
I'm astounded how what little bit of writing I've done here lately has opened my eyes . About me.May not be very well for member consumption but it is serving a purpose this way and for that I'm grateful for this place.
Anyway, I've been acting like a loser my whole life.








That's all for now.

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Posted by Zelda  
skips and starts - no continous contiguous flowing consciousness here.

Time to take the bull the horns and do something - do anything about the horrific state that I am in.

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Major depression

30 May 2013
Posted by Zelda  
I'm swallowing all the pills I'm suppose to and waiting.

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living hell

22 May 2013
Posted by Zelda  
apparently im not taken seriously and./or mocked at work.

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20 May 2013
Posted by Zelda  
so unsure. so irretrievably lost.








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Self sleep harm

14 May 2013
Posted by Zelda  
I woke up with many deep scratches on my arm .

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Posted by Zelda  
I made an appointment to see a guy, for Meds I was forced to start up again due to being at the end of my rope and beyond, again. I could say a lot about him and the display that was his office but I've spent far too much of my life judging in order to feed a dose of superiority to my ego. My only desire was to keep up the Meds that diminish...
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