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Posted by Zelda  
I haven't posted for a while.



I had a couple of beers tonight. (for me it doesn't take much)

The night before last I had some whiskey - I had it in my place because someone gave it to me. I share a bottle of wine socially and it's fine.
But after some whiskey I raged at someone.
I was correct in my stance but way overboard in my...
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Posted by Zelda  
heart pounding panic from a decades old memory and a relatively inocuous one at that. I finally opened my mailbox and retrieved the smashed stacks of cards and bills. I am an expert at sweeping everything under the rug.



so the memory is - I am writing this for my own sake. As a teenager my first boyfriend was over at our house. I was in the...
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being sick

17 July 2011
Posted by Zelda  
I am still on shakey ground. Looking back I see I was rather manic state when the weekend began. My manic states are rather subdued lucky for me. it's rather I get super excited about one idea or thing and then the inevitable crash. The crash has all the drama for me, that meltdown, deep depression. I didn't manage to get myself up...
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My whole life

16 July 2011
Posted by Zelda  
My whole life has been merely a succession of miserable and unsuccessful denials of feelings or reason." "...I am not capable of close friendship: of two close friends, one is always the slave of the other, although frequently neither of them will admit it. I cannot be a slave, and to command in such circumstances is a tiresome business,...
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Posted by Zelda  


so lost.

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nervous and uncertain

16 July 2011
Posted by Zelda  
I don't know. anything.

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a face in the crowd

15 July 2011
Posted by Zelda  
I don't like attention. I want to blend in , be invisible.

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out of the box

13 July 2011
Posted by Zelda  
I need to get out more. I mean surround myself with people, more people, different people.

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matters of the heart

11 July 2011
Posted by Zelda  
There has been an outpouring from friends and coworkers in the wake of my mother's death. People are so kind. I have received many cards in the mail and flowers came from the company where I work. The envelopes lay unopened for days now and the flowers sort of give me a funny feeling too, I can't stand to listen to any of the voicemails.
I...
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1st nervous breakdown

10 July 2011
Posted by Zelda  
I just don't know but it feels like a hospital would be necessary. god this is scary

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