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Posted by ChristineMarie   in More healing stuff
I had a therapist session, and we talked about going and seeing my dad. Usually afterwords when I come back from seeing him, I end up being pretty hard on myself for behaving the way I do around him (like he did nothing to hurt us). That is not good for me because that anger always comes right at myself, and usually comes a long with a lot of self...
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Posted by ChristineMarie   in More healing stuff
I had a therapist session, and we talked about going and seeing my dad. Usually afterwords when I come back from seeing him, I end up being pretty hard on myself for behaving the way I do around him (like he did nothing to hurt us). That is not good for me because that anger always comes right at myself, and usually comes a long with a lot of self...
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Can you imagine......

05 May 2008
Posted by ChristineMarie   in Uncategorized, Memories, Pain, Thoughts all ...
Can you imagine..

Having your first sexual experience being with your father before you are old enough to even know what is happening

Praying every night to die

Hating yourself so much that you want to hurt, you need to hurt, and you wish to hurt

Thinking that it is normal for someone to hold you down and rape...
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Letter to my dad

23 August 2007
Posted by ChristineMarie   in Memories, Pain, Thoughts all ...
What I would like to say to him if I had the guts, which I don't.


Daddy,

You were always so insistent on me calling you that, Daddy. I remember one time you got so mad because I called you dad. Why is that? I haven't got a problem with calling you that because I still feel like a little girl when I am anywhere near you. I am 31 years...
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Posted by ChristineMarie   in Memories, Pain, Thoughts all ...
Dear Christine,

Hello, it is I again, yourself as an older woman. You are what 13, or 14 now, somewhere around that age. Your mom met who you thought would be a good husband to her, and you all have moved to that beautiful house, in the woods. No worries about money now, you have plenty of food to eat, and clothes, you don't have to worry...
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Posted by ChristineMarie   in Memories, Pain, Thoughts all ...
Therapist said that it would be good to do this to connect with myself at that age, so did Pandy's and a book that I am reading. I thought since I was feeling better it would be a good time to do this. So here it goes...

Dearest Christine,

It is me, you when you are much older, happily married (yes it will happen, don't fret!) and...
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