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Posted by ChristineMarie   in More healing stuff
Jessica stands over the coffin in the dim lit sanctuary. She gazes down at his face with a blank stare. Her sisters sobbing, one by one, walk away with their hands covering their faces. Her feet firmly placed to the floor, bystanders watch for some kind of reaction from her. The hymn, Amazing Grace plays on, as Jessica's mind drifts off to...
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What they took away from me

15 November 2009
Posted by ChristineMarie   in More healing stuff
They took so much away from me

They took away any chance for sex to be anything but dirty to me

They took away any chance for me to become the whole person that I was meant to be

They took away my confidence

They took away my innocence

They took away the chance that I would ever truly feel safe

They took away my childhood

They left me with...
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Sad today

17 March 2009
Posted by ChristineMarie   in More healing stuff
I am sad today

I am sad for that lost little girl

I am sad for the lost years

I am sad that I can't tell anyone

Sad that if I did tell someone they wouldn't understand or believe me

I am sad that even though I have a loving husband and three beautiful children that I can feel so completely alone sometimes

I am sad that there are so...
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Posted by ChristineMarie   in More healing stuff
I had a therapist session, and we talked about going and seeing my dad. Usually afterwords when I come back from seeing him, I end up being pretty hard on myself for behaving the way I do around him (like he did nothing to hurt us). That is not good for me because that anger always comes right at myself, and usually comes a long with a lot of self...
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Darkness

26 January 2007
Posted by ChristineMarie   in More healing stuff
I know darkness, that deep kind of darkness inside your mind that you can't escape
the kind of darkness where you are lost and cannot find your way out
the kind of darkness that makes you feel like you are going insane
the kind of darkness that makes you numb
the kind of darkness that is too painful to bear
the kind of darkness that seems to...
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