had a really rough night and not feeling good todaySunshineonme's Blog
Yesterday, 09:27 AM
So, when 'belief" is or causes a condition - temporary or leading to being more insightful, as a "mental illness" you get folks from the old school keeping slaves to belief fixed to it while attacking anything and anyone who disagrees
Hmm...have a beer, stay a while, take a walk and by gosh don...
I have had moments in the last 12 hrs where I have been genuinely angry at people. In both cases, it was over something that I at the time blamed myself for; the anger at seemingly everyone in my life, who all seem to support that I am the one at fault, doesn't last long, and instead of being glimmerings that I might want to stand...
" I don't feel lucky "
Lucky is winning £50 on a lottery ticket ... Lucky is getting that last pair of shoes in the sales.... lucky is catching the china cup you drop by the tips of your finger...
I described the feeling of living in a movie, or in someone else's life. And how much it hurts to hear other's stories. It's a...
My greatest struggle right now is going on in my head.
The voice in my head has a face and it's me, my own self staring at me.
Like a broken record, it repeats and repeats and repeats in my head.
"Feel your heart, can you feel it? You can't can you? Because you don't have one!!!"
"He won't love you forever, when he knows who you reall...
The news from my mom about my step-father's heart surgery really got to me. I had the worst headache of my life the night I got the news (last Thursday) and cried for hours as I tried to fall asleep. It wasn't clear to me why I was crying. I was in agony but I couldn't understand the reason for...
I watch netflix and dvd but I can't not close my eyes not se his face evil smiles of his. It 17 Years feels like just happen to me. they say say scar heal I...
Geez, I don't even know where to start. I'm just sick of everything. Sick of feeling so out of control, sick of having flashbacks, sick of nightmares, sick of feeling.
This past week has been completely unbearable. I'm overwhelmed at work, I'm overwhelmed at home. I feel like I'm running aimlessly in circles. Like I'm trapped in a l...
today, as of the wee hours of the morning, my dad has been dead for seventeen years.
i was only two, so all of this information is coming from my mom's account. he shot himself while he and my mom were fighting. it wasn't an "oh, i want to die." situation. it was more of a "fuck you!" manipulation technique. so I...
When i was about 6 i was sexually abused my my step-sister till the age of about 10.
I can't really remember how it started or when it stopped but it has messed me up for life now, No one knew up and till 5 months ago i told my partner of nea...
It all started when I was about 5. My father was a drun...
Why would and how can anyone look at a innocent child and think horrid thoughts...
and then why would they act on them?
Damaging and scaring that innocence, smearing with darkness.
Why? When i see a child i want to protect them from all impure thoughts.
It sickens me to my core, all the stories of abuse on TV, in the papers.
Then the big quest...
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