goingcrazy7

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  1. After you guys were sexually assaulted did anyone repress the memory? I did that and I know that it happens, but I don't get why I did it. I know obviously I wanted it to have not happened. IT was a guy I was dating and I kept seeing him and I couldn't figure out why I was so angry and hated him even touching my foot. He disgusted me and annoyed me. It wasn't until my mom asked me why I was so angry that it all came back to me. I was just wondering if anyone else experienced the same thing??
  2. I've really been struggling with shame and guilt so i'm going to try this.. 1. It was really my fault because _I should have seen the signs 2. It was really my fault because I shouldn't have stayed the night 3. It was really my fault because his friend tried to warn me in a weird way. 1. It wasn't my fault because I told him I never move that fast 2. It wasn't my fault because I told him to stop 3. It wasn't my fault because he waited til i had taken my sleep medication and was asleep 4. It wasn't my fault because He had a plan and no matter what he was going to do it 5. It wasn't my fault because ____________________________________ 6. It wasn't my fault because ____________________________________
  3. Right after I told my friend what happened I had lunch w/ her and she said " i think everything happens for a reason even bad things like what happened to you". I wanted to hit her and say 'i'm glad you think i was raped for a reason'
  4. Does anyone have nightmares they don't remember? I know I'm having them b/c I wake up freaked out and sweating. I'm new at this..hope i'm doing this correctly.