happyydays

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  1. I've been reading all these replies for almost half an hour... You have all have given me strength. I never truly admitted to myself that I have 'triggers'.. but hopefully compiling a list and writing it down will help me be more aware of my thoughts/actions. Spread legs Open bedroom doors Alcohol-laced breath Paranoia about my parents having sex (a weird, new one that only started a few months ago) Surprising physical contact (ie. a hug from behind) Cigarette smoke When a male walks around in only underwear (especially my father or brother) Being alone at night Beds, especially my bed and bunk-beds. And in general, any male that has passed, or is currently in, puberty makes me uncomfortable.. I need to get past that one for sure