prettypoison

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  1. Webcams, Any type of hole in walls, sitting at desks, Anyone who looks anything like him, The crazy messages he still sends me not matter how many times I tried to stop his contact he always finds me and I have just given up trying, The other girl he hurt. Every time I look at her I wonder if she blames me for not reporting him right away for what he did to me so she would have never been in the situation where he hurt her far worse. Seeing people with dragon, lemmy, or vengeful in their user name. Any time anyone talks about thunder bay (where he once lived).
  2. Possible T My own Mother didn't believe me. She continued to talk to him, she even asked him to come paint our house for her. I couldn't understand how she never believed me but then I started to think "Ok well she knew him for so long and they were together once so of course she doesn't want to believe the things he did to me. Then another girl stepped forward and said he had done things to her as well and all of a sudden my Mother finally believed me and I think that hurt the most. The things I told her meant nothing. The fact that I called her screaming and crying that she come get me or find someone to come get me RIGHT THEN. The nightmares, the emails I told her he sent me. He own friend who came and got me who read/saw everything telling her what had happened and she still to my face called me a liar. Then one little girl who was a complete stranger to her came forward and suddenly she was so full of apologies for doubting me. I didn't need her then. I needed her to believe me and be there for me when it happened, when I had NO ONE to lean on for support that wouldn't throw it back in my face. My bf at the time and the things he said to me. He used to fight with me and say things like "He knew you were a whore and knew you wanted him to watch you and record you". "You deserved all of it because your a slut". Then the next day he would turn around and tell me he wanted to kill him for what he did... Myself because I let that man back into my life so many times because I was convinced I was paranoid until I found the camera and videos. Because I didn't tell the police right away. Because I read all of the mind fuck emails he sent me telling me he thought "I wanted him" when I should have just deleted them and never put myself through that.
  3. Rachel Proctor Remember That. Remember, How he told you You were stupid How he couldn't even look at you anymore Remember, How he told you You were crazy How he got out of the car and slammed the door. He said, "You can't do anything right. Why you gotta make me so mad? Just get out of my sight." Remember that When it's 3am And he's at your door And he wants you back And he's beggin' for Forgiveness Remember that When your phone keeps ringing All night long And that same old' weakness Gets so strong and you're Remember That Lyrics Helpless Remember that Remember, How he pushed you in the hallway Just enough to hurt a little bit. Remember, The whiskey in his whispers And the lies that fell so easy from his lips. He said he'd never do it again But he can't take it back The proof is on your skin Remember that When it's 3am And he's at your door And he wants you back And he's beggin' for Forgiveness Remember that When your phone keeps ringing All night long And that same old' weakness Gets so strong and you're Helpless, Remember that It doesn't matter how he hurts you With his hands or with his words you Don't deserve it It ain't worth it. Take your heart and run Just run When it's 3am And he's at your door And he wants you back And he's beggin' for Forgiveness Remember that When your phone keeps ringing All night long And that same old' weakness Gets so strong and you're Helpless Remember that Remember that. Remember you're gonna be alright Take it from me; I've stood there in your shoes