Well this is my first blog entry, my name is Rachel.
Well I'm pretty sore, had sex with some random guy last night ok not random this guy raped me before and this time he wanted sex again so I made it be consensual because I didn't have a choice but then I did say no and told him I wanted to sleep and he keep doing it. But he stopped wasn't as crazy as last time last time I frooze this time I could tell him not too I moved out of the way. I hated him touching me I hate anyone touching me but I got myself in the situation so its my fault, all over drugs and alchohol so stupid. Sex is horrible it hurts like hell though didn't hurt as much with this guy as with other guy. I hate sex i never want to have it again which means I need to stay away from drugs since that's what leads to it.